I really really like the drummer boy and he broke up with his gf a while ago. I don’t think we have that “spark” we once had. Or what I thought was “spark” in my delusional head. I only see him like once every two weeks. So every time that time goes by I’m like dang I should’ve made a move. Why can’t I just stop being a wallflower? But wait isn’t the guy supposed to make the first move? I just don’t know how to start up a conversation, what if he thinks I’m just this dumb girl. I don’t know, I seriously need advice. It’s gotten so pathetic that I literally stalk him on facebook once (or twice) a week. Also, his dad used to really like me but now he gives me the cold shoulder. Maybe my “magic” wore off on the family (just kidding). I just have no idea what to say. Please help…what should I do?

and it made me realize how much I’ve changed. I think I need new friends. Your friends and family warned you not to meet up with me? No sweetie, it was my mistake to try and make things right. I’m not in the same place as you are anymore.

it’s cool. you were alright but I’m not a big fan of mouth breathers. 
I didn’t even like you in the first place. that was just my mind playing tricks on me!

I feel like sometimes I try to make something out of something that’s not even there. I feel pathetic for even thinking that someone might like me. I always think they do but they’re probably just trying to be nice. But are boys nice? I don’t know I rarely come across that anymore. So when a guy is nice to me I immediately fall for them. I know, dumb ass me. And I hate this about myself. As much as I try to stop myself I can’t. Even if the person is not my type I can’t help but think about them. Even though I know I’ve gotten hurt because of this before. I know it’s mainly my fault because I usually try to stay away from people that are nice to me. Man, wtf I have issues. Why can’t my mind put a sock in it and shut up?

People act like they care but when you tell them about your problems they just act like you’re an idiot. That’s why I’d rather keep things to myself. I guess that’s why I don’t really like having a lot of friends because I feel I’ll always have to live up to their ideas so they will like me. And you just can’t please everyone, without being who you truly are. 

I don’t think any of us really knows what “love” is or feels like anymore. The phrase has been so overused. I love food, my iphone, music, etc. People don’t fall in love with your personality and looks matter more. I don’t think it’s fair that the world has become so used to this idea where a person who is beautiful has more opportunities. People who have real talent but don’t fit the part just get dismissed. I feel like were in one of those sci-fi movies/books where earth is totally different and love is just something of the past that used to exist but nobody has experienced it…I don’t know if I’m making sense. Just my idea.

it truly is. I never got this saying until I really thought about it. It’s so much bliss when you don’t know that your crush likes somebody and it’s not you. You still have that little hope that he might someday be into you. It’s bliss when you don’t know what things people really think about you. I personally would love to go on with my life not knowing all these bad things. I guess I’d rather just live my life dreaming without my dreams being shattered.